Old blog new design....

Can't believe it! I'm actually doing something like this at 12 plus at night on a christmas day!
Guess you can't expect much from someone who have no life.... Wahahaha...
Whatever the case, merry christmas to everyone, hope you all like this new look... Was kind of getting bored with the old blogspot's template anyway. Wahahaha...

(p.s. if you can't see some of the words on the blog, please right click the mouse once, go encoding, and choose unicode)

What is love? Watch to find out!!

Her beginning...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvXITH3d2DI

First album…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYCxkHectyI

Now…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p06hmgouhrw

Merry christmas ppl..... Wahahaha

Let’s start with last Friday.

Had a very nice and enjoyable BBQ cum gathering session at Ilyia’s house. It was a very nice and cosy feeling when you now that you are still close to your first 3 months friends (even though there were few survivors left). A supposedly first 3 month gathering, but actually only half of the people who attended were first 3 months friends. Wahahaha strange right? Anyway apart from that, everything is really great with the company, the food and the fun and laughter…. Wander when’s the next gathering will be…. Maybe January next year? Wink*


Preparing (to eat) the foods.....


Me and the marshmellow.... (P.S. don't know why they took this, maybe the photographer is secretly in love with me... wahahahah)


Group photo without Ee wei and Razee....


Group photo with Razee...


Part of the delicacies available that night...


Since Razee is missing from all the group photo, i decided to give a closeup shot of him... Muahaha *evil laughter* (P.S. the one on the left is Az's brother)
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Saturday

Went ktv-ing with Chu hui, Huifen and Caiyun…. As usual, this combination usually brings about endless classic moments. No photos were taken (maybe because they don’t want to scare people of with Cy’s face… hmmm quite likely actually…) wahaha… Anyway had a really bad start with me and ch losing our way to Paradiz centre. Really climbed steps and mountains (the one beside Park Mall), walk all the way from PS to SMU. Actually we were very much early than hf and cy, but in the end we reach half an hour late…. Wahahaha I guess I don’t really have a good sense of direction…

Had really done great injustice with the songs that I sang that day, songs like美人鱼, 对你的爱, I Still Believe etc are super nice, but I guess I had really spolit the image of these songs…. I must had made many of the songs really dull and boring, but who cares right! We are just there to have fun…. Wahahahaha…

Anyway the waiters there are also quite strange…. As usually, I don’t really like those waiters from K-Box, don’t know why but they are really not too “professional” in a sense… the worst things that they did is to delete all the songs away when it’s 2.30. I thought they will normally just keep giving you pressure to leave but telling you that this is the last songs, but I suppose it’s a change of policy. They just lock the system and delete all the songs a way…. Hmmm actually it’s not wrong for them to do so, just that it’s not a really “customer friendly” way of doing business...
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Monday
It was actually a bad day, the weather was bad and it was raining the whole day. I had been worrying whether the BBQ will be cancel due to the bad weather. However finally breath a sigh of relief when I suddenly receive a call from Angus at the last minute regarding the change of activity from BBQ session to steamboat session at his house. Anyway don’t really care much whether it’s steamboat or BBQ because the food sucks anyway…. The only reason for me wanting very much to be there is because we all wanted to meet each other especially after such a long time, everyone had been very busy with their own stuff (with bx and his project mates, angus with his goalkeeper gf, kee with his lady in pink etc…). As usual not a lot of people went for it, only about half the platoon size. However still enjoy ourselves greatly and even went for supper at Blk 85 market after the steamboat session. The food there was okay I guess, nothing special… Unfortunately, there were no pretty gals too… Haha…

Anyway the time is now 2.30 in the morning.... Yawnnn..... still have work tomorrow... Got to go sleep...

Recently there were a lot of cases of sudden deaths, whereby seemingly people of young age pass away suddenly.
It started to set me thinking, what if today was the last day I’m in this world? Will I treasure those people around me more? Will I really treat those people around me better?

The answer is surprisingly no…
Why is that so? Firstly, strange that it may seem, it is very difficult to treat everyday as your last because it is highly impossible for people at such a young age to die suddenly and thus no motivation to treat each day as your last. (P.S. I tried, but it is surprisingly hard and soon gave up. You all can try if you don’t believe me). Life still goes on everyday, repeating its monotonous cycle… Secondly, thinking of my past, I had treated many people badly, inclusive of my family, friends and close ones. The number is numerous; I had hurt them either intentionally or unintentionally over the course of 22 years… thinking of it, it is actually impossible to make up to them within a short span, so I might as well forget about the whole thing… Hahaha…

Actually the “what if” possibility is inexhaustible, what if she don’t like me? What is I strike toto? What if…… Thus this 2 words had become overly ‘cheapen’ and worthless because of the unpredictability and unrealistically it brings about.

Therefore talking about Death? Let’s worry about them in 40 years down the road…
Wahahahahahahahaha....

词:王倩婷 卓文萱 曲:王倩婷
专辑:习惯

闭上眼去感觉
淡淡的思念就很美
三月的微风
吹过秋飘过冬

睁开眼去体会
深深的烙印在心田
抬头望着天空
彷佛也飘荡着悸动

回忆在从前从前
只是不完美的恋
过往在哭曾经在笑
感动只是一种情绪的反覆

眼泪在昨天昨天
永远只是一个缺
如果只是如果我会期待
大声说出来
我想要的爱

学着抛开学会释怀
所有的决定我都明白
爱应该是要勇敢去追
就不后悔只要我不后退
真爱将会变的更美
回忆在从前
相信未来是完美的恋
我不会哭继续微笑
选择把对你的爱寄向远方
决定说再见
今天将会是最后一天
过去不是永远明天醒来
最初的期待
我最真的爱

Don’t really know why but was attracted to this song when I first heard it on 933.
Actually this song is a bit boring towards the end because it keeps repeating its verse but what touches me is the feeling that this song gave me… Nice song.... (P.S. anyway the singer is cute too.... wahahahaha)

Below are some of the things that happened to me recently...

Now that I’m working in PA and got chances to interact with CC staff only then I realised that some CC staffs really cannot make it. Some of them are really 老人痴呆, I talk about this, they give me that. One example, I had to call some CC staff informing them about on Friday night, however some of the CC had already off duty at that time. The following is the extract of the conversation:

Me: Hi, I’m calling from xxx, looking for xxx.
Him: oh he off duty, today work morning shift.
Me: Oh then will he be in on Monday?
Him: he will be in tomorrow morning, you can try calling him tomorrow morning.
Me: Ok, will he be in on Monday? Can you check for me?
Him: He tomorrow morning will be in, you can call him tomorrow.
Me: (Okay wtf!!) Never mind, can I leave a message then?
Him: Can you just call him tomorrow? He will be in after 10.
Me yelling: BUT I TOMORROW OFF! IT’S SATURDAY LEH!!!!! Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!
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Anyway let’s talk about another incident…

Office politics; unwillingly get involve in them. One fine day my boss suddenly ask me into her room, she told me secretly that she wanted me to write down what time all the colleagues come to work everyday. I was like shit! Must I really backstab my colleagues! Sandwiched between the boss and the other colleagues. Luckily, my boss’s memory is really bad, so hope she really forgets about what she says because I really don’t want to backstab my colleagues.
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Library

Just when you think that people in CC are strange, people in the library are really tough nut to crack!

For example some people will force you to look for books, when they can simply look for them themselves, it’s like when I’m so busy at the counter alone answering enquiry and there are so many people in the queue and they still have the cheek to ask you to search for book. If I search for them, the others in the queue will be unhappy, if I don’t, they will be unhappy…. Haiz tough indeed…

Some people are also damn cheapskate, I had an experience with 1 aunty who demand the library to waive her fine, and it’s only 15 cent!! I was like Arghhhh!!!!! Wtf they really poor until like that meh! Actually if they want they can don’t pay, because the amount will just stay inside the account without interest. Sometime these people are really rude too and don’t have any basic sense of courtesy and respect for the staff, really treats the staff like servant!

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Haiz been really busy with work these days, and I seriously feel that it is having a very negative effect on my social life, been wanting to do so many things, but I just don’t have the time. Haiz had been feeling guilty postponing the KTV session this Sunday just because I have to work on that day…

Haiz.... suddenly feel that I had miss out on so many things....

Working to me is like selling your life and trading it with money.

That’s what I really felt after my first day of work, after enduring hours of extreme boredom and sian-ness, without any form of entertainment other than the newspaper, which if I read them, will be damn obvious that I have been slacking…

Luckily toward the end of the day, my computer was finally connected to the internet, and there’s finally some entertainment. I have thinking why do they want to hire someone when there is really nothing to do, and man I was wrong…….

The second day is marked by endless works, and my colleagues even had to come up with a schedule regarding how they can “share” me, and in the end decided to use the lunch break as a divider… There were endless works, and I had to multi-task myself as data entry, odd jobs labour, customer service officer and call agent.

Hiaz…. Hope my day 3 will be better…….

Some people just have the ability to piss people off!!

Let me tell you something, please don’t ever ask people from Real Estate whether they are going to become real estate agent, it’s a taboo!!!!!^
So many people have been asking us about that.. almost to the breaking point...
Sometimes really damn piss off with people asking me that!!!

Yesterday I was in the NUS library borrowing books when I saw one of my Choir junior, someone who was not too close to me even during my JC days. Okay back to the story, I was a bit surprise when I saw him, but since he start this conversation, I have no choice but to entertain him a bit:

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Him: hey still remember me?
Me: huh! (Shock to see him) you also in NUS?
Him: yeah lah, what course are you in?
Me: oh real estate…
Him: real estate!? Real estate agent need to go uni one meh?

Me(in my mind): !@#$%^&…!!!
….. Was feeling quite pissed so didn’t want to reply him…

Him: huh? Agent needs degree one meh?
WTF! Isn’t it obvious that I’m already pissed off, still dare to ask again!!!

Me: no, not agent (wanting to find some excuses so as to end this conversation … don’t even bother to answer him…)
…… and the conversation keeps going on and on until he realises that he was the only one talking, after a while he also got bored and walk off….
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I can understand why my relatives sometime ask me about those stuffs but someone from NUS is a bit too much! It only shows their ignorance and stupidity towards the courses available in their own school! And it not only happens to me once, but a lot of times!! There was even once when I intro myself during the tutorial, one guy from another faculty even comment loudly to his friends: “oh sell house one”. Wtf!!

WTF!!!

Does Real Estate only equal to Real Estate agent!!!!!! Is Donald Trump a real estate agent!!! Does CapitaLand sell house!!!

Finally to those people: PLEASE READ THE NEWSPAPERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And wake up ur idea!!!!!